Do I Need an Intervention?

Confused. So confused. I've been a maniac this week - gyming it EVERY DAY with planned days off on Clinic Days (Thurs & Fri). It would've been too much with 12 hour working days. Anyway, I've been high energy, at my desk whipping through work from 6.45 am some days and 7.15 am on the other days, doing the washing up and the laundry at home before and after work, yadda yadda. I was Superwoman! It was Awesome! I had my first morning gym session and absolutely LOVED IT! I was all charged up and yet chilled out when I got to work and above all else, I felt clean. This feeling helps. I hardly ate that day. I even enjoyed the public shower. Again, feeling like a real member of the gym and not just an imposter.

Then, last night I was so tired I couldn't sleep. What a conundrum! I woke up at 2 am and got back to sleep, then woke up again at like 3.30 am, tried to trick myself into sleeping, but I eventually had to get up at 4.20 am,  head and eyes aching, feeling grumpy, and not quite right. I was stil tired at 7.30 am and put this down to not taking my meds, but then I realised I'm usually still "hopping" off my meds when I wake up at 5 am, so it didn't make any sense. So, I took all my meds and got back to sleep around 8 am. Woke up an hour later still not right, still tired, achey. I showered and tried to will myself out the door to the pharmacy, the gym, and into the world in general, but it was a big fat "negative!" I had to lay down again. I just woke up around 2 pm. I'm quite concerned. I just remembered that my immune system is suppressed at the minute and I really, really, really hope I'm not getting sick 5 days before My Big Fat American Holiday.

All I can do is take care of myself and pray, yall. You do the same! Pray for me?